I applied for I think 4 camp jobs today, since as of two days ago I decided I want to work at a summer camp and that I wasn't taking no for an answer. That's stubbornness is something I really like about myself.
However, it did keep me up balls late. But I guess I'm still waiting for Ben's phone call anyway. No idea when that's gonna come.
Now that I have my visa it's like I'm really leaving, but still not. I guess it won't really hit me until I drive away from Dartmouth and say goodbye to my family at the airport. Which is I guess why I'm applying for these jobs that have me not living at home this summer. I guess I've decided I'll be used to it.
I just don't feel at home in this room anymore. I want my own space, even if that space is a flabby mattress camp bed with an adjacent cubby. Ryan and Louis are the only ones I feel bad leaving. And my mom.
My hair was super greasy today. I haven't washed it in 2 days and the pomade is really settling in. Ew.
Also, I've decided that dark red is now my fingernail power color instead of my hair power color, and will nurse my desire for flashiness with fun, summery blonde hair but dark, vampiric nails. Somehow they remind me of a 50s housewife with edge, obviously my hidden identity.
xoxo, too sleepy now.
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